When Jo and I were bored, we decided the best form of entertainment would be to challenge each other to write sestinas based on random words selected from the Wikipedia page on Medusa and the OED word of the day (which was fall-back, bizarrely). Whilst Jo's was obviously better, and featured romance and death, mine is just Medusa moping about her cave for a bit. Here it is:
Still crawling out of
infancy,
you closed your eyes, remembering
the stony stares of silent
gazers.
They thought they’d peered
behind your mask,
and they froze you with
their force. Fall-back
to where each shadow soaks
the echoes of your name. Medusa.
The echoes of the arms
that sheltered your name, Medusa,
the hiss of the lisp of
your infancy.
Arms out—the shadows
overlap—fall-back.
Let the darkness cushion
your remembering.
Let the darkness lick the
outlines of the mask,
of the stone-cold ones you’ve
overcome, your gazers.
“Ash-back eye-holes swallowed
me on the street. Gazers
reframed me in the spit of
their hiss. Medusa,
sitting in the shadows and
stroking each death mask
with the tip of her
leathered tongue. So many boys
who’ve shared their lips
since infancy;
the texture of each
tongue, the friction, worth remembering.
Arms out—the shadows catch
my skull—fall-back.
“Fall-back, and fuck their
understanding, fall-back
away from the ash-black
eyes of gazers,
and later I will wake from
this remembering,
but now the cave cocoons
me with my name. Medusa.
This stone is the shelter
of an infancy
come again. Child of
darkness. Girl with the Halloween mask.”
So you spoke. “Don’t come
close. My last mask
has worn through. Could
you fall-back
just a little? Here, in my
den of infancy,
each ash-black stone will
smother gasping gazers.
My rules. My statues. The
playthings of Medusa
weep blood with the force
of their remembering.
“Do I see you trembling?
Or am I just remembering
the man who came here
last? See his death mask.
One of my best. Crying for
his Medusa.
I still trace his tears.
But fall-back,
this place is not for you.
Your eyes are not cruel like those gazers
who’ve shrunk me since my
infancy.”
I rose and put an end to
her remembering.
I kept her head and stroke
the snakes sometimes to mask
my guilt. I took it home. Already
stone, I killed Medusa.
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